Tomorrow is “go time”
for the new lifestyle. Yes, it will be a
new lifestyle, the HCG (like the bypass) is just a tool to retrain my brain and
stomach on what a correct normal portion of food should be. America has screwed up everyone’s beliefs on
portion sizes, that is for sure.
I am almost 100%
prepared, because the first two days (sat & sun) are fat loading days, I
will wait until Sunday to buy my fresh veggies & meats. I purchased a big bag of apples & oranges
yesterday and a food scale.
I have a few mixed
emotions right now. I’m excited,
obviously, I’m ready to lose the weight and it’s something new to do. But I think most of all I’m scared, maybe
terrified is a more accurate description.
I’m terrified of failure. What if
I don’t lose weight? What if I don’t
have the will power to stick to it? I
suppose this is time for me to hunt out the most calming thing in my life,
scriptures (along with conversations with God).
I can do ALL things through Him. I
know I can, I will rely on Him, I may even break out my “Made to Crave” book
and devotional and spend some time in it.
Do you have a favorite scripture that gets you through doubt and
fear? Share it with me please!! I may
have to make a list and post it all over my house (ooohhh Ken won’t like
that!).
Well, I decided to do
my weight, measurements & before photos this morning. Here’s how I add up. (actually, let’s not add
anything up, the numbers are high enough anyways haha)
Measurements:
Bust: 40.5”
Waist: 46.5”
Hips: 50.5” - this is probably larger than normal because
it is where my “pouch” from surgery hangs.
And the photo (it
includes the weight):
(pardon my messy
bathroom)
I can’t wait to have a
comparison photo in 26 days! :)
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