Day 10

I am so discouraged.  I just want to give up.  I had another horrible eating day yesterday. :(  I pretty much ate 2 lunches & 2 suppers AGAIN!  And the scales told on me this morning.  Up 2lbs... back up to 238.

I gave it to God on the way to school this morning.  I prayed and confessed my sins of overeating (yes, it is a sin) and asked Him for His help in correcting this.  My knowledge of how Satan and his demons work really lets me know my discouragement and need/want to give up on this diet is really a spiritual battle. 

I never thought that my fight to lose weight would include a heavenly fight as well, but let me tell you – IT IS!!! 

I have eaten the right foods/portions so far today, EXCEPT the fact that I forgot my HCG this morning and didn’t take my “lunch” portion until 4pm.  Because of that I will probably take my “Supper” portion this evening around 8pm.  There isn’t designated times on it, only 3 times a day, but I think it would be best to be spaced out relatively the same.

I will continue to fight this fight. 

“I was made for more than being stuck in a vicious cycle of defeat. I am not made to be a victim of my poor choices. I was made to be a victorious child of God.” - Lysa TerKeurst, Made to Crave: Satisfying Your Deepest Desire with God, Not Food